Friday 7 September 2012

Just be sound!

And so it came to pass that @singlegalabto found herself alone, marginally depressed about not getting that job, and restless. On a Friday. What on earth is a brother to do in such a situation? I think the only solution is to go out tomorrow night and get fucked up!! I'd go tonight but I've got work in the morning so I am thinking a cosy night in with some magazines, chocolate and wine. Tomorrow though, tomorrow will be alehouse, gang, ball. Been such a while since I frequented the boozer with my pal Sasha and co so I think its in order. Rang her up before. She's in a dude quandry over some pillock that went bi-polar on her at the moment and well I am fairly certain I can relate to that...so at 6pm tomorrow night we shall be downing vodka and putting the world to rights. Boss.

People don't seem to be being very sound with me today? I don't get why people just aren't sound to each other all the time! I also don't get why some people like to try and wind you up in order to get a reaction out of you when it would be far easier to just say what is bothering them and then perhaps I can help! So far I have had 3 seperate wind up attempts from 3 seperate people. Why is this? I am sound, therefore I would like others to reciprocate my soundness. For example this morning I have had another out of the blue message from my ex boyfriend Chris...do you remember Chris? That fine upstanding pillar of the community that stole/escorted/cheated with pregnant girls/fucked my head up to the point it felt like emotional abuse and im not even messing...Chris? Oh yeah well he's decided to pipe up this morning on facebook (block button - why can you not block people on your blackberry? note to self will block that mother fucker later) with some sort of shit that went like this "do you remember when your thoughts mattered? no neither do i". I mean what the fucking actual fuck are you whittering on about now you absolute wierdo!!  I replied and pointed out he was wearing wool shoes in his profile picture and that he'd gone downhill. See that though? Do you see that? The poor demented pregnant shagger still thinks he has a hold over me and he can waltz back in as and when it suits. It has been over 2 years since I last saw him in the flesh. Why the fuck would he still think that? Self obsessed arsehole! UNLESSSSSS maybe he's seen the blog??!!!! God this blog is getting everywhere these days ha! I'm not fucking arsed though I am writing about how I feel and if you don't want to be made a cunt of in my blog then just BE SOUND!

In other news I had a random out of the blue message on facebook this week off some lad who I used to go to school with. It started off with a hi what are you up to these days sort of chat but it rapidly descended into him basically declaring his long standing infatuation with me and did I want to meet up with him?! I would like to point out at this point that his profile picture is him AND HIS BIRD!!! I just don't fucking understand boys at all. Why, if you have got a bird, are you trapsing the internet for girls? Because I can't be the only one he's talking this shit to I don't reckon. Unless he genuinely has been head over heels all these years. Keeps saying things about how hes 10 years too late and how gutted he is and bla bla bla.....BUT YOU HAVE A BIRD?????????/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have told him straight he should be ashamed of himself but now he keeps messaging me under the impression we are going to have some sort of "friend" situation on the go. Now dearest blog readers, do I look like I've just fallen off the fucking Christmas tree to you? Nope, well then why does he think that I am going to fall for the "lets be friends" line? Yeah lets be mates, oh lets go for a friendly catch up drink just as mates, oh lets just go to town just as mates, oh you wanna buy me 55 vodkas just as mates? oh god I can't seem to find my way home because I've lost the power of speech and thought, whats that you say? I should stay at yours JUST AS MATES? Fuck off. I've got loads of mates ta.

Seriously, that sort of behaviour is just not sound either. Its annoyed me.

I am in a low state of self esteem this week after not getting this job. I am in need of nice supportive people around me being sound to me and cheering me up! I am not in need of ex boyfriends with random mind fuck messages, dudes with girlfriends suggesting I may like to be their bit on the side. I am actually fucking offended at this the more I think about it. Even if I were on the market for a new dude at the moment which I am not but if I was, WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANNA BE YOUR FUCKING BIT ON THE SIDE?!!!!!!!!!!!! I am too old to be arsed with people not being sound. If people wanna hang about with me then they should be sound. Don't mess me about, don't pick a fight with me when your lifes gone tits up.I am boss. Now have a bit of respect.

ha!

@singlegalabto xxx

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